After ten plus years of nothing working Enbrel was a godsend. It worked wonders, truely. I was terrified of injecting myself. My first injection was by accident!
I decided first thing in the morning - before I allowed myself to do anything else - I would give myself the enbrel. So I sat there, in my bathroom, staring at myself in the mirror, thinking, "Go! Do it already you big chicken! You can't stay in here all day!". And when I looked back down, lo and behold! The needle was in, without me even knowing it! (It helps if, like me, your thighs have the consistancy of jello pudding!)
Alas, five years later, enbrel has run out of gas for me. I've started Humira. In a couple of years from now I might try enbrel again tho.